date yg sgt chatekk..
but nothing spesel hppend today.
still hari yg boring cam sbelumnye..
hopefully tmorrow will be better for me.
p/s: hope for d miracle to come in my life.evryday i pray for it.
tired of pretending
penat la nak tipu diri sendiri ni.
rase cam sakit ati,moody,n mcm2 lg bnde yg tak best.
aku nak sgt contact dia,tp ape bley bt,tkut lggr prnsip.
syara ckp aku ego sbb tak nak contact dia dulu,btol ea?
entahlah,aku pon tak taw ape mksud EGO tu..
aku dgr mcm cter psal dia..
sedih sgt,dia dah tak mcm org yg aku knal 7 thun dlu.
dia dh laen sgt,npe la dia jd cmtu?
dulu bley la gak aku bg kaunseling secara percuma tp skrg dah tak boleh.
aku dah mcm org laen,dia mcm tak knal aku lnsung.
kalau ye pon benci kt aku,smpai mcm ni skali dia buat..
SAKIT!!!
sakit sgt2!! dia ignore aku gler babi.takde intention lgsung nak contct ng aku blek.
dah malu kot nak kwn ngn org mcm aku skrg,mklumla dah advance..
takpelah,aku redha je.yela,kte tak leh pakse org suke kte.
tp aku x pnah pkse dia..
aku suke dia tanpa syarat.
aku syg dia tnpa syarat.
aku redha ngn bnde ni.
aku just dokan dia baek,chat,happy,x byk msalah,pjg umur,dpt ape yg dia nak.
aku hrp dia cri aku blek if nak mntak tlg pape.
aku ade je utk dia..
syg dia sgt!!<3
rase cam sakit ati,moody,n mcm2 lg bnde yg tak best.
aku nak sgt contact dia,tp ape bley bt,tkut lggr prnsip.
syara ckp aku ego sbb tak nak contact dia dulu,btol ea?
entahlah,aku pon tak taw ape mksud EGO tu..
aku dgr mcm cter psal dia..
sedih sgt,dia dah tak mcm org yg aku knal 7 thun dlu.
dia dh laen sgt,npe la dia jd cmtu?
dulu bley la gak aku bg kaunseling secara percuma tp skrg dah tak boleh.
aku dah mcm org laen,dia mcm tak knal aku lnsung.
kalau ye pon benci kt aku,smpai mcm ni skali dia buat..
SAKIT!!!
sakit sgt2!! dia ignore aku gler babi.takde intention lgsung nak contct ng aku blek.
dah malu kot nak kwn ngn org mcm aku skrg,mklumla dah advance..
takpelah,aku redha je.yela,kte tak leh pakse org suke kte.
tp aku x pnah pkse dia..
aku suke dia tanpa syarat.
aku syg dia tnpa syarat.
aku redha ngn bnde ni.
aku just dokan dia baek,chat,happy,x byk msalah,pjg umur,dpt ape yg dia nak.
aku hrp dia cri aku blek if nak mntak tlg pape.
aku ade je utk dia..
syg dia sgt!!<3
sharing is caring
hahahaha..
sharing is caring konon..
pegi mampos ngn ayat tu.
bukan smua benda org suke share.kdg2 ade org malu la,takut kne mrah la
syg la,nak jge ati la,so diorng suke smpan sorng2.
ape salahnye cter kt org yg bole dpercayai,ni tak.
mkin lme,makin teruk jer..
kalau smpan sorng2 boleh settle masalah ke?tolongla pkir.
if ade someone yg sudi nak cter je la,tp biasa la ego kan.
konon2 ok,chat,bahgia,enjoy..
sharing is caring konon..
pegi mampos ngn ayat tu.
bukan smua benda org suke share.kdg2 ade org malu la,takut kne mrah la
syg la,nak jge ati la,so diorng suke smpan sorng2.
ape salahnye cter kt org yg bole dpercayai,ni tak.
mkin lme,makin teruk jer..
kalau smpan sorng2 boleh settle masalah ke?tolongla pkir.
if ade someone yg sudi nak cter je la,tp biasa la ego kan.
konon2 ok,chat,bahgia,enjoy..
lakaran detik kehidupan...
Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?
Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?
You fall deeper with each passing day,
But try to hide it in every possible way.
He's only a friend, and nothing else--
That's the lie you keeping telling yourself.
You keep on saying he's just a bud,
But deep inside, you're falling in love.
You get so giddy when you meet his eyes,
But keep reminding yourself it isn't right.
A simple glance turns into a stare,
But you pretend that you don't care.
It's "not right" for you two to be.
Is that why you hide it so no one can see?
But how long will you pretend?
Keep lying that he's just a friend?
Perhaps your feelings you can never show.
Perhaps it's "wrong" for him to know.
Your friendship can't be risked over this,
So being his girl is an impossible wish...
hanya utk bacaan umum..
tiada kaitan dengan yang masih hidup
ataupun yang telah tiada..
Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?
You fall deeper with each passing day,
But try to hide it in every possible way.
He's only a friend, and nothing else--
That's the lie you keeping telling yourself.
You keep on saying he's just a bud,
But deep inside, you're falling in love.
You get so giddy when you meet his eyes,
But keep reminding yourself it isn't right.
A simple glance turns into a stare,
But you pretend that you don't care.
It's "not right" for you two to be.
Is that why you hide it so no one can see?
But how long will you pretend?
Keep lying that he's just a friend?
Perhaps your feelings you can never show.
Perhaps it's "wrong" for him to know.
Your friendship can't be risked over this,
So being his girl is an impossible wish...
hanya utk bacaan umum..
tiada kaitan dengan yang masih hidup
ataupun yang telah tiada..
ini baru permulaannya..
first time tulis blog ni
rase cam pelik pon ade gak..
before ni just tulis suke2,not for publish..
tp since kekawan kesayanganku suh tulis
so....
tarraaa!!!!!
wujud la blog yang tak brape nak cantek ni..
hope ade la org sudi singgah disini...
terima kaseh!!
rase cam pelik pon ade gak..
before ni just tulis suke2,not for publish..
tp since kekawan kesayanganku suh tulis
so....
tarraaa!!!!!
wujud la blog yang tak brape nak cantek ni..
hope ade la org sudi singgah disini...
terima kaseh!!
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